In my web searches yesterday and travels through social media, one can’t help but notice the impact the passing of Robin Williams has had on the world.
I had the unfortunately fortunate experience of seeing one of my closest friends suffer a bad flare over the weekend. I say fortunate because although I could possibly take a good guess at what my friend goes through, I will never truly know, and seeing it, is the closest I will get to understanding it.
My mom was recently asking me about the symptoms of my various conditions. Her and I both have horrible memories so I thought to make it easier on both of us I would create this chart so she can see side by side what I live with every day. Of course there are a million more symptoms to all of these conditions, but these are the common ones.
I read an article on psychology today which compared the “Before” and “After” snapshots of Chronic Pain and Illness. Its funny, I have thought about this before. In a conversation with a friend with a Chronic Illness we described how the illness changed us.
So here are my before and after snapshots (without including the list described by Tony Bernhard, J.D. in Psycology today which I have posted below.)
I didn’t understand what a fibro flare was in the beginning. I thought ” I’m always in pain, how do I know when it’s a flare?” What you don’t realise is that every day pain will become normal. Feeling sore or achy will become life so although it is there and you are aware of it, it becomes something you manage to live with.
I say “manage to live with” and not “something you manage”, because when people hear the latter, they thing you are fine and it’s gone. It’s not gone, you have learnt to multi task.
During my visit at the Gluten Free Expo in Toronto, I had the pleasure of listening to speaker Kathy Smart. She discussed her health challenges growing up which inspired her to make her living inspiring others to live healthier lifestyles. Although I have chosen not to live gluten free anymore after my elimination diet, her healthy tips (and up beat attitude) were very …well… inspiring.